Life without you is never good, never will be. Why must you be so wonderful and almost perfect that once i lose you, i know i can never find someone as good as you? I know it's very stupid of me to lie over such a small issue but at that point of time, i guess i just didn't want to disappoint you further by telling you that i can't talk to you that night because i was playing bowling with my friends. Sigh yes super loser la but now that things ended up this way, i guess i should just let you go ain't i? I'm probably your worse nightmare and you will never ever wanna see me again. I miss you, but i will never ever step into your life again because i wouldn't want to ruin it. I'm sorry my dear, you will be missed as always and i love you, very much.