Mr dottedboxers, how are you today? Can i rant at you again? Today for almost the entire day i've been thinking about her, yes that dear girl of mine before and soon to be another person's dearest. What have i been thinking about? Many many stuffs, stupid things like keep refreshing fb page to see pictures of mr gl's 21st bday pics to see if there are any close pictures of them together.... i think i probably refreshed like a hundred times? A thousand maybe? And now that it's finally up, i kinda sense that they are so close to being together alr. I'm of course, very very sad, but there's nothing i can do about it. I was so tempted to even talk to her, ask her how have she been(although i know she's doing superbly fine when i'm not), and many many stuffs that i wanna ask her. I really miss her like crazy but i must must stop doing this. I need alot of distractions. AHHHH! Thank you mr dottedboxers for by letting these emotions out, i feel slightly better! Looks like everything that's happening now is what i truly deserved. Take care my dear, i wish you well. :) P.S. I really wish you won't be reading this for i don't want you to think about me and most importantly, see how loser am i. Goodbye mr dottedboxers for i know you're the only one reading this! :)