Seriously i've never felt this down in my life before. A series of unfortunate events made me realised that 2009 isn't a great year for me afterall. Before i took my first driving lesson, i knew i could handle a car like a racer, and never did i expect myself to flunk it over and over again. A day after that, my grandfather passed away. With me hanging on without a licence and my mother hanging on without her parents, what can be worse then all these? I thought i could handle these by myself, who knows i can't. Actually i know it's senseless to mention all these but i really need a place to vent all my unhappy anger. I need someone who's willing to lend me a listening ear to pour my hearts out. I'm no longer the happy-go-lucky alvin you'll have known in the past anymore. Rest In Peace, my beloved grandfather.