Actually after what leonard say today, i really got the dam useless feeling that keeps appearing in my mind. What's the purpose of life right here? Mahjong everyday? Find girlfriend? Have sex when the world is going to end? feeling dam fucked up la seriously. With no aim in life comes nothing to achieve. I think i'm about to go bonkers as well. I must must stop thinking this way, this isn't alvin, this is a blog, for people to spam. And thank you Andy, by constantly saying, no wonder you 18 years already still cannot find girlfriend. Fucked up isn't it? Everyone except me are able to find true love, whereby i cant. I wonder why all my targets are ever so hard to achieve. DAMN! Not a good day for me, but i'll enjoy the last few days to come before school actually starts. Oh, before i forget, yesterday i went to watch The House Bunny with some buddies and i think it's a rather wonderful show, funny, kinda romantic and surprising as well.

Next, Before you click the cross on the top right, why not stay a while longer and listen to this wonderful song here by Avenged Sevenfold, Dear God. Alright Good night Peeps, love everyone who visits this useless blog. :)

Avenged Sevenfold, Dear God:

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again